I offer scans of your time line and your physical and energetic fields that can help to pinpoint where in your body and your blueprint any traumas are lodged as well as the ancestral patterns that may be affecting your wellbeing.
I combine my ability to scan your field with emotional release, breath work, gestalt therapy techniques, spinal and skeletal embodiment entrainments that enable you to come more fully into your body and presence, thus connecting you more deeply with your higher self.
While I remotely scan you while I take you into an embodied meditation, I can start to pick up energetically embedded issues that have become physical and identify when these patterns came into you.
As we draw your attention to these “blockages” in your field, it can enable you to begin seeing those things in your life which are connected to them so you can start joining the dots and witness afresh how you run any habits or interpersonal patterns that re-reinforce these frequencies in your life and their knock on effect in your relationships with money, love and health.
The deeper sustained embodiment journeys that I offer in longer sessions (1 hour 15 mins) help lift the blinkers on these issues and show you how to connect more deeply to Source so you can then utilise this pure energy source to begin an unravelling process of clearing stuck energy, trauma and other disassociative tendencies so that you let go of the places in you where they are hooked in emotionally or through beliefs and have solidified as disease / injuries / repeating patterns / negative habits etc .
Often this then precipitates a physical clearing because we are accessing your spiritual blueprint. Where such trauma has been compacted repeatedly over time, it can take multiple scans or sessions to release as the layers come off or ancestors that hang around with the same unresolved energies move on.
Sometimes there are contracts, entities or implants that hold these energies in place or divert parts of your soul’s energy away and / or pull you out of your field so you are not fully sovereign inside your own body. This is something that requires a full session to address.
Many people notice that, when I name their traumas as aspects of their body or aura and where they are in pain or dysfunction, it acts as a catalyst for this deeper self reflection, healing and clearing, and in some cases they start to clear spontaneously.
Once this process begins – unhealthy patterns, habits and ways of relating begin to show up giving you the opportunity to close the loop and let go as the trauma based attachments are released. Sometimes they dissolve through just being seen, and other times it takes more work to go deeper through embodiment journeys and to apply this awareness in your life.
Either way, as these blockages clear, it makes space for inherently healthy patterns, solutions, habits and new potentials to naturally emerge in their place as your physical body and your higher self merge into one another.
A scan costs £75 ($105) for 35 minutes including a recording.
3 scans booked together in advance £200 ($290) ~ August special offer.
A full session lasts 1 Hour 15 Minutes – please contact me to discuss options if you’re interested in going deeper via info@embodiedsoulawakening.com to book your session.
When you speak your truth from an integrated place – it may still have a charge.
This doesn’t mean it’s any less valid.
You don’t have to embody polite social etiquette or some new age ideal
you’ve swollowed on a Non Violent Communication course that’s stifles
your deeper shadow and secretly shames you for your darker aspects of
humanness.
Rage or indeed righteous indignation are still valid –
they may be divine messengers from old karmic, ancestral or early life
traumas that are calling to you from the depths.
Once accepted,
owned, cleared and integrated, these allies soften into embodied POWER,
that kicks ass, in an assertive, boundaried and no nonsense way.
It’s a sign you’ve upped your frequencies when your boundaries are
clearly broadcasting through energetic transmitters within your field
rather than clunky intellectualised concepts and syrupy insidious
demands that create yet more of the same conflict.
Those people
that aren’t aligned to your willingness to be more you, more vital and
more alive may drop away as the frequencies of the dynamics that were at
play won’t want to stand in the fire and burn down in order to purify
their side of the bargain you both once struck.
You will find
that when you integrate these darker shadow aspects, people will react
differently to how they did in the past and doors will open effortlessly
for significant change, especially those who are welcoming of you in
your growing power rather than secretly threatened and jealous.
As light follows day, life follows frequencies.
Stepping in to your true self may feel charged initially as you may
have suppressed a whole lot of stuff to stay small…so be prepared to
roar 🐯 and not guilt trip yourself back for ruffling a few feathers and keep breathing.
If you’d like to experience how to work with and scan your body and
quantum field for these old traumas and patterns of relating that are
sabotaging your life, relationships, success and wellbeing, I’m offering
free 20 minute tasters in October.
I have just 3 slots left. Private message me if you’re interested.
Cometh
The Boy Arriveth The Man, Cometh The Girl, Arriveth The Woman
When you resuscitate your inner
child and clear out your body and field of trauma, old pain, karma and
ancestral debris, something magical happens…
You start to experience a fully embodied experience of gradually awakening and housing your higher self within your flesh and bones.
As
you learn to witness and hold within you, the illumination of your compassionate
presence in those nooks and crannies that have rarely seen the light of day,
you create the impotus to bust OPEN the identity of your painbody and LIBERATE
those locked down places that have literally imprisoned you for life times
acting out the same old loops.
Spanning
down your blood line and threading through former lives, the momentum of these downward
spiralling forces may have gradually silted up your subtle senses with the
density of your own and your ancestor’s bad habits and unfinished issues. These
legacies become hardwired into your DNA and form the basis of a lot of your physical
and personal identity.
However, these distortions, whilst feeling as if they are ‘you’, become fused into your sense of self, drowning out the light that shines down from your Higher Self. Unfortunately this momentum not only programmes you with your families’ miasms but also ends up damaging your ability to reset your DNA after each incarnation. Failure to upload the successful resolution of a life’s challenges interrupts the next generation being able to evolve as they inherit the legacy of unsolved events, often without even realising, falling victim to misfortunes that drop from the sky at random or literally swallow you up until you drown.
Sadly for most humans we start brightly but soon become entangled with our karmic and family’s unresolved issues which program us at these older frequencies so we end up running the same inevitable patterns, yet with the added intensity of the momentum of a boulder running down hill. These frequencies invisibly broadcast out to the universe, regardless of our best efforts, and prevent us from receiving the light of our Higher Self. Instead we usually end up calcifying and hardening into the patterns which have governed all those that came before us.
In the lower astral realms, it is here where your forebears remain stuck, unable to ascend, living vicariously off your life force which fuels their existence in the no man’s land of the astral. Many remain lost in the delusion of their own unsolved dilemmas. They inevitably cling to you, sometimes even wrapping around your body, mistaking it for the light or heaven, and their imprints merge with yours, forging your characteristics and life events. It is no surprise then, that most people end up living out many of their ancestors’ patterns of relating, eating, intimacy and even end up dieing of the same diseases in old age.
However, if you are able to learn the reclamation process of connecting with Pure Source and bringing this clarifying frequency into all the places where you are held hostage to the trance of your conditioning, you can break free of these fetters and set yourself free.
If you remain still and learn the discipline of coming back into the moment where you breathe into your body, with the intent to meet with your Higher Self and draw in this purifying frequency into your flesh and bones, you can receive a regenerative boost.
As you learn to marinade and bathe in the life giving waters of Pure Source, you may even start to notice all the ways you have been compromised, all the dysfunctional coping mechanisms you’ve been conditioned with, all the trauma induced split identities you’ve churned yourself up with and all the social masks you’ve worn to survive, that have ended up compromising your life force. Each one may have weighed heavily upon you, colluding with your pain body, to entice you into developing payoffs and gains to buy into these distortions and mistake them as yourself, further entrenching you into an endless karmic soup.
As you make connecting in with your Higher Self and communing with Pure Source your daily practice, rather than your familiar habits, perceptions and programming, you can not only dismantle many of these distortions but literally reprogramme your DNA and even reverse the aging process with enough practice.
The electromagnetic charge of your diseases, deficiencies and downfalls gradually becomes disconnected and becomes neutralised by the surging aliveness of Source which purifies the way forwards for your Higher Self to move in around you. As you build momentum through undoing many of these old ways, you start to find the resources, help and life path to best serve your blossoming.
All
the distorted ways you’ve been living out, start to wilt and die off along with
the habits, relationships and dynamics that underpinned them.
As these blinkers come off, you may at first be startled by the astonishingly unpleasant ways you’ve been played, harvested and downtrodden. Your Higher Self abhors lack, disease and disunity and sets about agitating you to address, resolve and clear all the blockages that remain in the way of your self actualisation.
Your increasing embodied presence, sensitivity and ability to respond in the moment to stimuli, without the ancestral blinkers, enables you to release victim trances, down tools of any pernicious habits, abusive self care routines, toxic relationship dynamics and questionable spiritual practices.
You
are literally forced by your Higher Self, once it has been activated to get
super real with yourself and then DO SOMETHING ABOUT ALL THE WAYS YOU ARE IN
LACK.
Something magical starts to happen
at this point WHEN YOU TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR LIFE IN THIS WAY.
Your Higher Self peaks through the curtain of your consciousness to let you know it’s presence, and starts to bless you.
This can either be through a sudden awakening, a shock that shakes you up, a total dislike for all that surrounds you, a malaise about your current situation and for the fortuitous, a natural progressive resolution of diseases and increase in wellbeing and abundance.
One thing is for sure…you will receive a huge surge of energy as your Higher Self gives you that kick up the back side and the where with all to make those changes that will yield changes beyond anything you could have ever imagined.
Your Higher Self guides you to move
away from co-dependent or one way connections that ultimately siphon your energy
or cause you to stagnate.
Your life will most likely shift in some way, if not turn on its head as all the false aspects of you become agitated and start to loosen and fall off.
As you start to show up fully for yourself in this way, the drama peels away, and your façades drop too revealing the shining brilliance of the REAL you.
If
you’d like to experience how to work with and scan your body and quantum field
for these old traumas and patterns of relating that are sabotaging your life,
relationships, success and wellbeing, I’m offering free 20 minute tasters in
October.
So each time you are triggered and you act
out or you react or harm another or yourself or disassociate through
spirituality or self soothe through distractions or addictions to desensitise
yourself or reach for a dopamine hit on FB when you know you shouldn’t – you
are in actual fact making a very real choice on a subliminal level.
It’s not a choice
we are aware of when we are in the heat of the habit, because it’s become so
“us” we believe it’s actually our truest expression of ourselves when
in fact it couldn’t be further from the truth.
We are choosing the
identity we’ve created that is enmeshed in separation – that somehow – we are
our wound and we are intrinsically separate or split off from our Source when
we choose to embody this wounded self image or imprint…that is not
essentially us.
As you notice your
fetters and explore what’s underneath those things that bind you to limiting
yourself – you create a distinction that enables you to open up gateways of
energy for healing, separation from what is no longer your frequency and
authentic connection within yourself, others and the universe.
You reclaim your
ability to choose.
You literally set
yourself free.
At this stage, be
sure to be very discerning in who or what you “call in” as there are many many
seductive forces that would promise your the world in exchange for a spark of
your awakening Soul.
Know that you are a
pure spark of light at your very Source, and no matter what has become layered
over you – and how convincing this mask has become and no matter how stuck it
is or how elusive the patterning appears, you are intrinsically good.
Every single human
being is born with a map to find their way home no matter what they have
endured or what regrets weigh upon them. Once this process has been initiated,
this sacred intelligence will burn the house down if it has to in order show
you the true essence of goodness that you are, and that no source outside of
yourself can ever replace your Higher Self.
Benign Neglect, Narcissism & Recovering from Abuse
One of the most common and destructive forms of abuse I come across in
clients is the consequence of what I call ‘benign neglect’.
It’s like the poison gas they used in trench warfare in WW2.
It’s invisible, quiet and deadly. Before you know it, you’re choking on
it and your very survival is at stake unless you have a gas mask to
protect yourself and even then you could be screwed.
I witness
this phenomenon in clients when they talk about their childhood
experiences, when seeking support to crack through an abuse patterning
this neglect legacy has imprinted into their bodies, psyche, emotional,
energetic and quantum systems.
Ironically, as we dig into the
wider quantum field via the body, emotions and what is currently showing
up in their lives, a gut wrenching and soul destroying sense of shame
sometimes reveals itself as the cloaking mechanism that protects them
from having to experience the profound levels of neglect or abuse they
experienced at a younger age, again.
On top of this shame, that
is difficult in of itself to penetrate, as it protects them from such
pain, sits a further survivor mechanism.
Pride.
Pride that they made something of themselves and became who they are today.
This split helps compensate for the original trauma, by burying these
unaddressed feelings and hauling the person out of the pits of this
inner hell, to recover and make something of themselves.
Good on them.
The original wounding remains however.
It emits signals that influence a person’s life undetected, causing all sorts of chaos, upset and emotional mayhem.
The body and its quantum field of co-creation never lie.
Clients often present in a session as being a hapless victim of an
illness, reoccurring depression, an addiction, narcissistic abuse, a
neglectful friend and they just can’t seem to break out of it.
They have tried everything – you name it and yet the cycle persists, stuck to them like shit on a blanket.
The thing is, when a parent, caretaker or teacher isn’t able to offer
the child’s psyche at the time, the understanding, validation and
reparatory measures that could address the original issue, it is likely
that it imprints a form of ‘benign neglect’ into their system that
becomes their modus operandi of selfcare.
In addition, the child
may split off the aspect of themselves that was wounded and
insufficiently reinforced, validated and soothed, burying it as there
was not the sufficient mirroring of acceptance for that aspect of self
to survive.
To split off from this pain and the associated
feelings that surround it, and bury it, is a natural defense mechanism
of the human psyche.
Benign neglect imbues children with a weak
core self, which in turn imprints their bodies with a low sense of worth
and entitlement to basic respect which in turn programmes their
personal aura to accept patterns of abuse from others that match the
original settings that have been cast in time.
These patterns appear to be passed on unconsciously and generationally.
Benign neglect of this kind tends to happen also when the parent isn’t
sufficiently connected to themselves and their own source of self love
so they can’t give their loving attention to a child and instead end up
inverting the parenting process forcing or seducing the child to give
them the attention, affection or love they never got.
This
subverts the flow of love and creates a reversal of polarities in the
child, so the child ends up parenting the parent at the tender age where
they should be on the receiving end of the loving regard of the parent
to grow and develop a healthy sense of self, clear boundaries and
feelings of worth.
Children who don’t receive this healthy
mirroring seem to have an innate sense of unworthiness because they
haven’t had these positive and wholesome qualities mirrored to them and
instead become over empathic towards others as this is what they were
subliminally programmed to do as children in order to be loveable
themselves.
This goes some way to explaining how the narcissist /
empath dynamic is enmeshed so deeply into a child’s field, psyche and
emotional make up and sets them up with a patterning for life to attract
lovers who mirror this inner dynamic of neglectful early love.
Benign neglect also occurs when a caretaker isn’t able to offer any
positive mirroring of a child’s growing intuition and encourage it but
instead criticises or contradicts it.
Benign neglect also occurs
when a child acts out but the adult can’t see the child is actually
taking on the adult’s suppressed or repressed shadow emotions or inner
child aspects. The adult usually ends up acting out and repeating their
own parental dynamic of abuse with their own child, becoming the abusive
parent to the child all over again.
I am offering a free
energetic scan until the end of October to identify the origin of these
patterns in you and show you how you can shift them.
Self actualisation starts with learning to notice, own and release
any conditioning, thoughts or emotions that stop you from making
progress
Then being able to respond dynamically in any given
moment, no longer reacting from old patterns of hypnotic trance,
familiar loops and endless postponement
You become a co-creator with life and start to harness your gold; authenticity and transparency, your allies of old
Don’t be afraid to develop kick ass boundaries and be bold, you will no
longer see the agency of your power as being outside the fold
There’s no god, goddess, deity, plant medicine or healer that can save
you, for it is only you who has the ability to reclaim your own healing
and stop looking to be rescued
It’s about transmuting the
accumulations of your past life karmas and your families’ conditioning,
into self knowledge, empowerment and seeing through false reasoning
As you take back control of your life, many problems can be solved, if
you develop the discipline to strengthen your ability to retain your
presence within your body in order to evolve
As you become a
living, breathing embodiment of your higher self, life starts to bless
you in ways that lead to abundance, success and radiant health
As your cells dance with the light of a swirling dervish, the true purpose of what it is to be a human being emerges
Through just being yourself, hanging out as you are, in moment to moment stillness your soul shines from afar
Your potential is unlimited and it’s finally landing in your life, the
gift of ‘being’ feels enough as you overcome the need for strife
Always remember, awareness is the key, as it offers you X-ray eyes to truly see
You can turn any acrimony into harmony, dissolve traumas and ignomy
into an empowering destiny…knowing this…life becomes a divine symphony
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