When you connect into Pure Source, there is a Higher Order that trumps all other ‘truths’ and it will always kick your ass –
It will invariably strike you between the eyes 👀 and will knock all that is false over –
This higher frequency of pure unconditional love is akin to the raw power of nature and the fierceness of wild animals –
It is ruthlessly efficient like a surgeon –
Spend a few nights in the Amazon jungle and you will see just how fiercesome this natural power is –
It sifts the weak from the strong and organises healthy evolution to bring the best out of all species –
It is certainly not the lovey dovey gooey new age trauma bonded sexualised or idealised codependent love we have been conditioned so heavily to seek outside of ourselves through relationships and intimacy, rituals and soothing nurturing healing modalities –
These approaches tend to layer over these core deficiencies of fundamental lack of connection to our own true source with fluff that feels good at the time as it’s like a soothing balm but it rarely gets anywhere near penetrating the deepest roots of issues and removing them at their absolute DNA 🧬 origin –
Unconditional love won’t coddle you and it isn’t there to provide the love you can’t generate for yourself –
It is there to strip all illusions and all that enslaves, degrades, limits and restricts you and make you the strongest fittest and best version of yourself so you can get back to your absolute essence and generate this unconditional power from within –
This can be extremely traumatic for the shame and trauma bonded fragmented aspects of ourselves that tend to run the show, seeking never ending patterns of abuse or healing adjustments that just layer more gloss over what needs to be removed rather than added to –
This is the rub we all ultimately must face at one point or another on our healing journeys
Unconditional love will relentlessly reveal egoic identities that you’ve adopted to survive or inherited from your family or society and it will strip every last fibre of falsity away from you that doesn’t represent the highest sovereign version of yourself –
Your higher self has one undiluted purpose – to reunite itself with your body to create heaven on earth and in so doing, realign you to your absolute abundant, effortless healthy self as nature intended –
Where humans run into issues, is where the fabric of our essence has become so degraded and trauma bonded to ancestral patterns and early life conditioning that we need to rebuild our ego structure sufficiently in order to gradually prepare to undergo this stripping and being ready to face meeting this deeply clearing unconditionally loving force of nature
If you’re ready to face the music 🎼I’m running a 7 Day DNA 🧬 shift and clearing programme from 25th – 31st December
Does your ‘doing’ tend to come from a busy mind, needing to occupy itself with externalised images of unattainable perfection and endless goals that fail to satisfy a relentless striving?
I was once like this.
In spite of your spiritual practices; fitness, healthy diet or yoga routines, do you still experience life stripping your nervous system of peace and depleting your body of resources, no matter how amazing the outcomes or how much rest, treats or trappings of luxury you accrue?
Is enough ever enough?
Have you ever noticed that in those precious and rare moments when your ‘doing’ comes from your very ‘beingness’ that you are sustained and satiated regardless of outcomes, and that the pleasure in “just being” leads to prodigious productivity and outcomes that bless you beyond your dreams?
This is how I now choose to design my life and inspire others.
As I have gradually learnt to merge my body into my higher self since my awakening 11 years ago, I have found this way of embodying, far outweighs any outcome, striving and stress orietated approaches I have previously used to succeed or improve upon myself in the past.
I find that I am now able to relax deeper and deeper in to my body, regardless of external circumstances, sitting with the uncertainty of not knowing outcomes, whilst quietly observing the remnants of old programmes of self doubt and fear falling away one by one until they no longer pull on me and suck me into their bottomless pit of depletion and distraction.
I can now stay with feelings of brokenness, fear, agitation and chaos, until a clarity, a sense of knowing, a purposefulness and a firm direction emerges from within.
Out of this embodied presence, and through the simplicity of my very beingness, rises an unshakeable knowing…
This simple truth brings a far reaching joy and delight – from which moments of profound and enduring clarity guide my life –
My well being now bubbles over from within as I tap into this infinite power source – it has led to improved health, relationships that flourish and an increasing flow of abundance because these resonances I cultivate are the right energetic match – magnetising those things I desire by the potency of the innate ‘beingness’ radiating from within me.
It is this authentic self alignment to my deepest truth that is setting me free.
As I surrender to each moment and embody deeply into it, resisting temptations to jump outside of myself, I notice doorways open…effortlessly creating divine flow.
By simply being…by remaining present …by being the guardian of my innocence…I have built trust in my knowing.
This hasn’t always been easy as I’ve had to clear out the old programmes and cultivate the discipline and will power to stay within myself, until I have begun to become at One with this inner impulse of creation.
This way of being leads towards an atOnement for all previous creations – it has a catalytic effect on the cellular DNA 🧬 which start to unfold and clear out past debris that no longer reflects the new frequencies I’m cultivating and inhabiting.
As the Universe responds to me, I now take clear action and deep satisfaction emerges in this way, so my ‘busyness’ now deeply nurtures and enhances me instead of depleting and destroying me.
As I move forwards, sometimes in complete faith with no understanding of why I am doing something, I have come into a congruent alignment with my sense of purpose.
Do you have the tenacity of staying power, right application of will, patience, strength and stillness to hold firm to the truest expression of your higher self’s embodying as “you” in physical form?
For it is in connecting with your essence Self and becoming so at one with it, that sets you free from your conditioned ego reflex to relentlessly seek external things to satisfy the next emerging desire.
It is this disciplined process of embodied becoming which enables you to emerge like the snake from your egoic prison. As you shed your old skin, you will be reborn anew, free to be, whole and complete in yourself.
Are you ready to join me and a group practice to make the leap?
I have a 7 day introductory course – DNA SHIFT 🧬 & RESET to assist you to build this potency and momentum during these sacred times – please get in touch if you’re interested to purchase it
I offer scans of your time line and your physical and energetic fields that can help to pinpoint where in your body and your blueprint any traumas are lodged as well as the ancestral patterns that may be affecting your wellbeing.
I combine my ability to scan your field with emotional release, breath work, gestalt therapy techniques, spinal and skeletal embodiment entrainments that enable you to come more fully into your body and presence, thus connecting you more deeply with your higher self.
While I remotely scan you while I take you into an embodied meditation, I can start to pick up energetically embedded issues that have become physical and identify when these patterns came into you.
As we draw your attention to these “blockages” in your field, it can enable you to begin seeing those things in your life which are connected to them so you can start joining the dots and witness afresh how you run any habits or interpersonal patterns that re-reinforce these frequencies in your life and their knock on effect in your relationships with money, love and health.
The deeper sustained embodiment journeys that I offer in longer sessions (1 hour 15 mins) help lift the blinkers on these issues and show you how to connect more deeply to Source so you can then utilise this pure energy source to begin an unravelling process of clearing stuck energy, trauma and other disassociative tendencies so that you let go of the places in you where they are hooked in emotionally or through beliefs and have solidified as disease / injuries / repeating patterns / negative habits etc .
Often this then precipitates a physical clearing because we are accessing your spiritual blueprint. Where such trauma has been compacted repeatedly over time, it can take multiple scans or sessions to release as the layers come off or ancestors that hang around with the same unresolved energies move on.
Sometimes there are contracts, entities or implants that hold these energies in place or divert parts of your soul’s energy away and / or pull you out of your field so you are not fully sovereign inside your own body. This is something that requires a full session to address.
Many people notice that, when I name their traumas as aspects of their body or aura and where they are in pain or dysfunction, it acts as a catalyst for this deeper self reflection, healing and clearing, and in some cases they start to clear spontaneously.
Once this process begins – unhealthy patterns, habits and ways of relating begin to show up giving you the opportunity to close the loop and let go as the trauma based attachments are released. Sometimes they dissolve through just being seen, and other times it takes more work to go deeper through embodiment journeys and to apply this awareness in your life.
Either way, as these blockages clear, it makes space for inherently healthy patterns, solutions, habits and new potentials to naturally emerge in their place as your physical body and your higher self merge into one another.
A scan costs £75 ($105) for 35 minutes including a recording.
3 scans booked together in advance £200 ($290) ~ August special offer.
A full session lasts 1 Hour 15 Minutes – please contact me to discuss options if you’re interested in going deeper via firstname.lastname@example.org to book your session.
Self actualisation starts with learning to notice, own and release
any conditioning, thoughts or emotions that stop you from making
Then being able to respond dynamically in any given
moment, no longer reacting from old patterns of hypnotic trance,
familiar loops and endless postponement
You become a co-creator with life and start to harness your gold; authenticity and transparency, your allies of old
Don’t be afraid to develop kick ass boundaries and be bold, you will no
longer see the agency of your power as being outside the fold
There’s no god, goddess, deity, plant medicine or healer that can save
you, for it is only you who has the ability to reclaim your own healing
and stop looking to be rescued
It’s about transmuting the
accumulations of your past life karmas and your families’ conditioning,
into self knowledge, empowerment and seeing through false reasoning
As you take back control of your life, many problems can be solved, if
you develop the discipline to strengthen your ability to retain your
presence within your body in order to evolve
As you become a
living, breathing embodiment of your higher self, life starts to bless
you in ways that lead to abundance, success and radiant health
As your cells dance with the light of a swirling dervish, the true purpose of what it is to be a human being emerges
Through just being yourself, hanging out as you are, in moment to moment stillness your soul shines from afar
Your potential is unlimited and it’s finally landing in your life, the
gift of ‘being’ feels enough as you overcome the need for strife
Always remember, awareness is the key, as it offers you X-ray eyes to truly see
You can turn any acrimony into harmony, dissolve traumas and ignomy
into an empowering destiny…knowing this…life becomes a divine symphony
Have you ever felt that the life you are living is not your own? Or have you ever felt trapped inside a heavy flesh suit of unprocessed pain and drama, that renders you helpless, unwittingly acting out the patterns, habits and choices handed down to you by your parents, grandparents and ancestors of old?
Perhaps you find
yourself enmeshed in the fabric of a spiritual or religious community and in
spite of a sense of “belonging” you feel that you are caught in a web of
unending emotional process, confused as to your soul’s real purpose and drifting
in the midst of it all?
As stagnant and
swallowed down pain stirs from the depths inside and rises to the surface, stop
for a moment. Breathe and know that you are not alone.
If the overwhelm
accompanies you throughout your day, if chaos is the dominant landscape of your
inner or outer world, if you are encountering traumatic emotions that make you
feel out of control and you are struggling with confusion, grief, rage, shame, fear,
panic, jealousy, lust or loneliness, then stop. Again. And breathe. Again. Know
once again, that you are not alone.
Like aged time
capsules buried in the depths of your body and psyche, these libraries of
memory are rising up to the surface of your awareness in response to the
immense light and solar radiation currently colliding with the planet. These
forces are catalytic, relentless and raising the vibration of the collective,
willing or not.
Purging is a mysterious process.
Through experiencing without attachment, through your
witnessing or being seen without judgement, through feelings which have
remained hidden in blind anxieties and empty worries, your liberation is in
Old traumas emerge like the sudden and stark peal of church
bells, an unwelcome uprising bursting through into your awareness, melting like
the thawing snow and disappearing…if…you remain open and willing to be the
landing strip for such flights of grief to depart.
However, this process threatens the very foundation of life
as we know it. It threatens our status quo.
“Make no mistake about it – enlightenment
is a destructive process.
It has nothing to do with becoming better or being
Enlightenment is the crumbling away of untruth. It’s seeing
through the facade of pretence. It’s the
complete eradication of everything we
imagined to be true.”
In the wake of numerous scandals in political, religious,
sporting, showbiz and especially new age and spiritual circles, it is evident
that as the facades of pretence drop away and our illusions are cast aside, we
are hurtling towards an era of mass planetary and collective awakening.
As you experience your own dysfunctions, reactions and
triggers, consider reframing them as symptoms of your inner movement towards
freedom. As Adyanshanti says, on the path to enlightenment, the incoming
frequencies of enlightenment exert a pressure on all the ‘untruths’ that are inside
‘you’. This includes letting go of identified parts of your ego and that can literally
feel as painful as losing a limb.
Diamonds are created in the earth’s crust by gravity weighing
down and compacting hardened vegetation over millions of years until a precious
jewel is formed. Your higher self applies similar pressure and weighs down on all
the rotting vegetation of ‘self’ within you that isn’t aligned with your
highest potential, until your awakened and embodied soul emerges free of the
debris of your conditioning, into radiant clarity, wholeness and awareness.
When you are confronted with obstacles, consider that you
are being invited to lighten the load and let go of all unnecessary aspects of
yourself. It’s not until the moment after you have given up your attachment to
something that you can see how deeply it cost your wellbeing, happiness and
prosperity. As the light pushes deeper and deeper into your psychic underbelly,
these stubborn aspects of ‘self’ are expelled from your core towards the
surface of your daily life where they can be seen in all their familiar glory.
A certain amount of chaos and discomfort may ensue as you are forced to
confront these free floating fragments of ancestral and family ‘selves’ that
were buried deep within you causing untold grief.
However, these inherited traits can only plague you if you identify
them as ‘yourself’ and fail to see them as mere patterns that play out in your
life. Recognise that you have a choice to let go of anything that is not aligned
with your true ‘essence’.
This is the genuine destiny of awakening that waits for each
person at the coal face of their lives. In contrast, many seekers are sold down
the river, seduced by the glitz and glamour of the shiny lights of idealised paths
pimped by the New Age.
Awakening is not to be found in becoming a reiki “Master” in
three weekends for the price of two or in the saccharin sweet messages of the
latest Ascended Master Oracle Deck to soothe you in your woes.
Awakening is not transmitted through semi naked social media
tantra goddesses who peddle exorbitant courses, coaching and multi-level
marketing products for a sexier, more savvy, abundant and orgasmic you.
Awakening is not about witchy or hocus pocus healing rituals
or the recitals of sacred mantras in ancient tongues to petition the Gods for grace,
gifts and healing. It is not about using mysticism to transcend the suffering
of the ordinary life lived by most.
Awakening is not about dressing up in the latest yoga
apparel or fair-traded tribal throwback clothing or belonging to a Law of
Attraction fuelled, inner clique of self-proclaimed elite super beings who bless
their workshop participants with their high vibes and divine presence.
Awakening is not to be found in new age shops or mind, body
& spirit shows. Nor is it about fuelling spiritual beliefs that objects
such as shiny crystals, magic wands, flower of life symbols on jewellery, tarot
decks and cosmic pyramids hold the keys to unlock inner wisdom or for healing
and grace to unfold.
In an age where so many hunger for truth, seeking quick
fixes, bypassing the deep and at times turgid inner work, the new age punts its
trinkets like the snake oil salesmen of old. So many desire to free themselves,
escape their bodies and shirk their responsibilities, using the New Age to bypass
taking ownership for their actions, shadows, negative patterns or neuroses.
This emergent brand of new age consumerism and spiritual
materialism is toxic. It’s a cunning game of subterfuge enhanced by celebrity and
guru endorsements. It continues to dress up anything remotely tribal, ancient
or cosmic as the ‘key to liberation, awakening and blissful being’…for a handsome
price of course.
This pernicious age of exploitation, misinformation and
narcissistic self-serving gurudom encourages the proliferation of yet more traps
and distractions that conceal the true inner pathways back to Source.
As the dust settles from the stampedes of spiritual consumers
seeking exotic, esoteric, astral and shiny new selves, those that choose to
walk the path less travelled, go largely unnoticed. They remain invisible and, like
Moses, refuse to perform magical acts of hugging the masses or healing for the
gratification of impressing their followers. Working within their communities
of family, friends, peers and clients, they seek no glory for shining their
light so that others may traverse the inner depths. Many labour away in the shadows
and in the anonymity of ordinariness, stoically moving through intense and
difficult feelings with steadfast discipline and patience, unseen save for the
miraculous frequencies they anchor for the planet.
There is a certain safety and ease that comes with the
territory of the collective avoidance which blinds the vast majority through
the shared customs and social norms of externalising, disembodying, desensitising
and ceiling surfing. It can be so seductive to follow the latest guru, yoga style
or dietary fad in the flawed belief that one’s suffering can be addressed in
such a quick fix manner.
It’s so easy when we look round and no one else is being
real, while desperately trying to conceal their inner turmoil and secret
obsessions. In our collective trance state, living lies is the norm. Such
collusion is commonplace, and yet it never quite goes away like the incessantly
barking dog at night, no matter how many mantras are recited or ablutions to
the guru’s feet are made.
Environmental destruction, the loss of our forests, the
poisoning of our soils and seas and the plight of the homeless, the poverty
stricken and the refugees are all the inevitable consequence of such a lack of
personal and collective stewardship of our deeper emotions and soul impulses.
We can no longer live in denial. As we enter this universal power-wash,
as we surrender and let ourselves be stripped down and become willing to lose
all we held precious…the career ideals, the pride, the false humility, the
seething and long nurtured grudges, the delusions of grandeur, the little lies
we tell ourselves…everything we stuffed down starts rising to the surface and
then becomes a sink hole leading straight to hell.
You may notice your rickety fortress collapsing. LET IT.
Sit back and surrender…
Let the energy move through you. Not just through your mind.
But through your body, life, relationships and work.
Bring yourself back to your breath, to your spine and your
skin. Attune to the pure frequencies of nature and request only to align
yourself to a Source of the highest Truth.
Breathe and just allow yourself to ‘be’ as best as you can…for the one who dares to not know the ‘answers’ keeps journeying inwards to mine their own Source, refusing to abnegate responsibility to any external circumstance or force. They are like the butterfly that pushes out of the cocoon, emerging … tender, pure, whole and brand new… the diamond soul embodied within, resplendent and finally free to take flight unfettered by social, spiritual, karmic or ancestral baggage.
words David Stone
Edits by Mama’s Girl
The Duality of Embodied Soul Work
Showing up in your authentic truth, no matter how messy and no matter
how socially unacceptable, takes immense courage. Especially when the stakes
It unleashes a potent force of grace, which enables the old caked in
ancestral and karmic stuff you have carried around for aeons that isn’t really
you, to drop away, so you can start to heal and thrive as a ‘whole’ person.
As you show up in this way, an alchemy sparks in your soul. You start to
feel that wholeness, that love, that approval, that power you always sought
outside of yourself, was always accessible within you.
Until this moment, you may have mistakenly sought this ‘love, belonging
and respect’ through lovers, spiritual knowledge and grace, success or even
more vicariously through having family and lots of friends…
Very rarely has externalised seeking ever sustained us or given us the
deep and lasting nourishment we crave.
As we give ourselves permission to feel all our hidden and uncomfortable
places, without thought for what may happen next, another force enters the
fray. Suddenly what was just familiar let alone what tormented us, when held in
the eyes of presence, neutrality, compassion and non judgement starts to morph
– shedding a light that may be shocking at first as to our own part in the
unfolding of the play of our lives as protagonist.
Because, if we are willing to show up fully, in all our places, both the
good & the bad, the seemingly shiny and the doomed, we have a chance at
As we transcend self-judgement, embracing these wanted and unwanted
places of duality, we can catch glimpses of a deeper force – that of our soul’s
brilliance, shining brightly through the facades of ‘self’ we have carefully
constructed or were thrown haphazardly upon us from the get-go.
It is here, through fleeting glimpses, we witness our true nature.
Sometimes, in the very brightest things lay our deepest attachments to false
idols. These places often protect our most vulnerable truths, keeping old
ghosts at bay that are no longer real. As we carefully unpack these ancient
heirlooms, handed down through the generations, we actually get to witness our
inherent beauty, clothed in our most delicate vulnerability.
These places within us, are so often misperceived not just as the core
wounds of rejection, abandonment, isolation, neglect, abuse and shame but also
as achievements, healer and millionaire. Because the emotional body is so
subjective, and triggers such viscerally embedded fear and love patterns, we
rarely manage to see through these false-friends that keep us chained to a
permanent sense of separation from Source.
However, in the quiet solitude of this sacred and flawed nakedness,
where we are no longer governed by our emotive and blinkered filters, THE
GATEWAY TO OUR SOUL LIGHT AWAITS.
I am reminded of the ugly duckling who emerged a swan. Such astonishing
beauty effortlessly flows when we dare to not get overly attached to fixing,
healing or changing these wounded or carefully disguised places with the power
of our will and manifesting abilities.
This is my journey. This is my path. I shine my light from here,
anchored in my body, in the mud of my sweat, grief, tears and joy. Wisdom that
comes from the earth in this way, is hard won. Like the lotus that flowers, you
too can utilise the muck that surrounds you to fertilise your eventual
blossoming and be humbled at the majesty of what was always buried under the